Shit and Shit

Hi dear,

It’s been a while I didn’t write. Do you waiting for something new? Maybe yes… maybe no. well, if you have time, read this, please.

We just talking about shit and shit and that’s led us to one conclusion.

We’re just a teenage with big head and double triple big mouth.

That’s people see toward us now and maybe we are too. We’re small beans who have big dreams but sometimes scared to reach it or even think about it. We’re confused about tomorrow. We want this want that but have no idea what to do. Both of us are afraid. Afraid of failure. Afraid of dying. Afraid of shit.

If you look at the people, they never stop talking about you, me, flaws, and shit. They always pull us down just to be like them. Cut our big mind like a football grass. They set up our mind and then control us silently.

Eventhough we’re living in the pleasant neighborhood which everything is available for us. Well,  it’s not enough.

We need to feel pain. Real pain, dear. There is no such as instant success. We must through that shit pain honestly. The pain make us like want to hang ourself or smell marijuana or drink vodka, got hangover and then hit the truck. We need it to see everything clearly. Someone or something need to hit our head until got bad injured  to make us wake up.

Life is not about get the happy thing and done. My life is a shit but it’s not enough to be real shit. Well yes I am a stupid person, arrogant and sometimes ( or mostly) big mouth. But, I have big dreams which people see as another shit. But who cares?

Whatever we do they always wanna kicking our ass, right?

Don’t let them fuck you. I have dreams so do you. Bill gates can make microsoft and you can do more than that.

Einsteins only use 2,5% or three or four of his brain and what about us? 100% just like Lucy :p

Maybe we took different path which some people said that’s bad, but some said that’s good. Many ways to Rome and you pick one. If it didn’t work, take another way.

Let’s stop making excuses, dear. 

It just ended up as bullshit and always like that...

We’re created in the same way and why we can't make something great?

We hate the change but we only have three option.

Deny it,

Adapt in it?

Taken by the flow?

I hate change but I can’t never live like this. I want to be better person and it need more and more efforts. Less efforts get maximum result? Hell yeah keep dreaming.

Well dude, let’s talk less do more. People may talk about everything about us but we have right to not listen to them.

PS:

Eat. Starting something new that different from our habbit or you might say out of comfort zone is good. It’s like see something from different perception. Enjoy everyfood that you eat, every scene you see, every journey you had and feel alive!

Pray. we are searching for God. Find it in our heart so we don’t say it like a shit anymore. It keeps our life balance.

Love. It is the complicated thing in the universe and part of the balance. It’s not only about man and woman but toward God, people, and nature. Qur’an taught us like that, right?

Oh here a quote from the alarm that make me sick of how to set it:

“The ring of an alarm clock simply means that you get to wake up from your dreams and make them happen..”

Let’s rock!